TO become friends.

To make a friend is very difficult for me as I am getting older.
When I was in high school,I was very outgoing and was a prim-looking person.I have never talked to somebody if I was not interested in the person(especiaally man)and I sometimes ignored people.I am near the end of my 30's,I thought in my young ages I was very selfish person so my mom always worried about me because she already knew my bad charcter.That is why she taught me how to have good charcter,she always trained to have communication skills.After my mom passed away,i realied by myself that I was a very a wicked person,had a negative mind and was very independent.I will try to change my mind for my future.I feel reborn.