GLOOMY

My heart and the weather are very depressing.My mind always feel empty but i don't know the reason.THESE DAYS I am very happy because i have two friends who always help me , tell me different customs,teach my kids,give me advise, give me their warm heart, etc.HOWEVER,I always feel missing something.I dont know why????I am afraid of my future and my life.I wish for my mom.Can you help me?(I ask my mum,"Can you help me?)